Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Mrs. Lock's Garden In The Shade

Mrs. Lock's Garden In The Shade

More flower pictures. All of these are from our own gardens that Mrs. Lock has worked feverishly to build up.

Click any of the photos to enlarge.


Push the little daisies and make 'em come up.



Daylilies. All of our strengths, none of our weaknesses.



Porky's girlfriends, p-p-p-p-petunias.



A rosa rose.

Coach Parcells Eats His Cleat

Coach Parcells Eats His Cleat

I said cleat!

NFL Dallas Cowboys coach Bill Parcells had some 'splainin' to do about this comment:

Describing the calls of quarterbacks coach Sean Payton, Parcells said, "Sean is going to have a few ... no disrespect to the Orientals, but what we call 'Jap plays.' OK? Surprise things. No disrespect to anyone."

He later apologized for the comment.

"I made a very inappropriate reference," Parcells said. "Although I prefaced the remark, 'No disrespect to anyone intended,' it was still uncalled for and inconsiderate." The team followed with its own statement of apology.

What's funny and that which isn't addressed by Parcells or in the article is that referring to Asians as "orientals" is also considered offensive. Teas, rugs and music are oriental, not the people. They are Japanese, Chinese, Korean, Asian, from the East or from the Orient. So double whammy on Parcells but he only had to aporogize for one because no one called him on it.

One Of These Things Is Not Like The Others

One Of These Things Is Not Like The Others

According to the Televison Critics Association's Awards "The Daily Show" is in the running for outstanding achievement in news and information, along with NBC's "Meet the Press," CBS' "60 Minutes," ABC's "Nightline" and PBS' "Frontline."

Now that's funny. Jon Stewart is laughing while Russert, Wallace, Koppel and whoever does Frontline are either crying or having heart attacks.

Monday, June 07, 2004

Ronald Reagan, 1911 - 2004

Ronald Reagan, 1911 - 2004



June 5th, 2004 was Reagan's last day.

Ronald Reagan, the 40th United States President, died at the age of 93. For the last ten years of his life he and his family dealt with his Alzheimer's and as a result, the former president left the public eye shortly after leaving office so the last thing we really remember about him was his contributions as our President during most of the 1980s.

During those years Reagan was in office, I grew into my teens. I couldn't vote and as most kids my age at the time, didn't care all that much about politics. So I never really watched the man do his thing as our President because at the time, I didn't care. I was more concerned with school, making friends, finding my personality and figuring out what I wanted to do with my life (still a work in progress btw). As an adult now, I am able to study history and research what kind of a man Reagan was.

Many know his career as a movie actor, his post as California's governor which paved the way for other actors to have the same post and of course his years as President. Ronald Reagan was a very interesting man and one I admire in many respects. He had ideas about life that I share, the kinds of ideas you wouldn't expect a politician to have.

In 1938 Ronald Reagan attempted to join the Communist Party. That's right, the man who would become Gorbachev's nemesis, destroy Communism's largest supporter and build America's military into a machine to protect us from the reds tried to be one himself. Interestingly, the party rejected his membership because they felt that it wouldn't have his full commitment and that he would change his political view spontaneously. The Communist Party had prophets!

Into the 40s Reagan was a huge FDR fan and New Deal supporter. Couple that with his role as Screen Actor's Guild President in the early 50s and you have the makings of a man with very liberal values.

In the 60s however, Reagan changed his political views and publicly supported Republican Barry Goldwater's campaign for Presdient by using his acting talents and appearing in his political commercials. That was the start of his career as a conservative and the rest is history.

I remember where I was when Reagan was shot in 1981. I was sitting in my 3rd grade classroom at Orion Elementary School in Anchorage, Alaska. We were working on some crafts project and my teacher Mrs. Kimball wheeled in the TV set to watch the news.

I credit Reagan with some of the greatest quotes said by anyone, some I've used in my blog here to promote my own views and so I'd like to list a few more. You can't deny the impact Ronald Reagan had on the United States and arguably the world. I would say he will be missed, but he has been missed since he left office and public view.

"Government is like a big baby - an alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no responsibility at the other."

"A government big enough to give you everything you want is big enough to take it all away."

"Facts are stupid things."

"Government's view of the economy could be summed up in a few short phrases: If it moves, tax it. If it keeps moving, regulate it. And if it stops moving, subsidise it."

"How do you tell a communist? Well, it's someone who reads Marx and Lenin. And how do you tell an anti-Communist? It's someone who understands Marx and Lenin."

"I call upon the scientific community in our country, those who gave us nuclear weapons, to turn their great talents now to the cause of mankind and world peace: to give us the means of rendering these nuclear weapons impotent and obsolete."

"I have left orders to be awakened at any time in case of national emergency, even if I'm in a cabinet meeting."

"People don't start wars, governments do."

"Politics is not a bad profession. If you succeed there are many rewards, if you disgrace yourself you can always write a book."

"Politics is supposed to be the second oldest profession. I have come to realize that it bears a very close resemblance to the first."

"The best minds are not in government. If any were, business would hire them away."

"The nine most terrifying words in the English language are, 'I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'"

"It is not my intention to do away with government. It is rather to make it work -- work with us, not over us; stand by our side, not ride on our back. Government can and must provide opportunity, not smother it; foster productivity, not stifle it."

"We who live in free market societies believe that growth, prosperity and ultimately human fulfillment, are created from the bottom up, not the government down."

"It's time we asked ourselves if we still know the freedoms intended for us by the Founding Fathers. James Madison said, "We base all our experiments on the capacity of mankind for self-government." This idea that government was beholden to the people, that it had no other source of power, is still the newest, most unique idea in all the long history of man's relation to man. This is the issue of this election: Whether we believe in our capacity for self-government or whether we abandon the American Revolution and confess that a little intellectual elite in a far-distant capital can plan our lives for us better than we can plan them"

"Public servants say, always with the best of intentions, 'What greater service we could render if only we had a little more money and a little more power.' But the truth is that outside of its legitimate function, government does nothing as well or as economically as the private sector."

"You and I are told we must choose between a left or right, but I suggest there is no such thing as a left or right. There is only an up or down. Up to man's age-old dream -- the maximum of individual freedom consistent with order -- or down to the ant heap of totalitarianism. Regardless of their sincerity, their humanitarian motives, those who would sacrifice freedom for security have embarked on this downward path."

"Thomas Jefferson once said, 'We should never judge a president by his age, only by his works.' And ever since he told me that, I stopped worrying."

"My fellow Americans, I am pleased to tell you I just signed legislation which outlaws Russia forever. The bombing begins in five minutes." (During a radio microphone test)

"I don't know if I could do this job if I weren't an actor."

Sunday, June 06, 2004

The Tao Of Serial Killers

The Tao Of Serial Killers

"If there's a serial killer loose in your neighborhood, it seems like the safest thing is to be the neighbor. They never kill the neighbor, the neighbor always survives to do the interview afterwards."

'Uh, he was kind of quiet.'

"I love these neighbors, they're never disturbed by the sounds of murdering, just loud stereos. Chainsaws, people screaming fine, keep the music down."
-- Jerry Seinfeld

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Everything must go...

Everything must go...

I'm sitting in my garage and it's a breezy but nice 75 degrees (F) outside as I look at the lane that runs in front of my house and a line of bumper to bumper cars parked up and down the block. I have tables and tables of items I like to call stuff, sometimes junk or when customers are not around, crap because it's our annual tradition where we put tiny pieces of masking tape on the items we find around the house, items we don't need (it's hard to defend that we need ANYthing), items marked so low it would make Wal Mart cry.

We set our not-so-lovely parting gifts out in seemingly random piles, in and around the garage, extending out to the driveway when space is needed, and we raise the garage door which is just as good as any retail establishment's neon Open sign. The symbol of the open garage door with a table of junk-crap-stuff sitting underneath of it does something to people. It sets into motion a universal invite to fellow residents from around the county to come, peruse our stuff-crap-junk we no longer want but that another family just might also not need.

Here's the great part - they PAY us for this! Oh yeah, I can't believe it either. They pay us to lighten our household burdens and add to theirs. Is a society dependent on materialistic needs great or what? God bless America and our capitalist ways.

Sitting here for the past couple of days watching folk of all ilk walk up, pick up our crap-stuff-junk and study it for several minutes as if they were trying to translate passages from an ancient Mayan scroll, there is one adage that keeps going through my mind: "One man's junk-stuff-crap is another man's treasure." And don't think this sexist passage is just limited to one gender either, Packratitis is a disease that affects everyone and treatment should not be sought, at least not until we close our garage door.

Thursday, June 03, 2004

Mr. Rogers Would Be Proud

Mr. Rogers Would Be Proud

I learned a new word yesterday that I should've known a long time ago as I practice it repeatedly on this blog. The word is dialectic and I believe I am generally a person who is dialectic in forming many of my own views. It's actually more than an adjective, it's a process used mainly in philosophy, a process to arrive at a truth.

A socratic version of the dialectic formed when Socrates confronted someone for a debate on a topic that he pretended to know nothing about. During the discussion he would ask enough questions the person couldn't properly answer that Socrates would eventually get them to doubt their own belief in the matter. I've always called this playing Devil's Advocate, taking the opposite view to work your way towards the truth but apparently that is also the essence of using the dialectic.

I came across the word while reading an essay on the religious symbolism that can be found in the Matrix movie series. The essays are titled The Passion of Neo. In it, the author surmises that Neo was the symbol of the dialectic, being the synthesis of two opposing groups: the slavemaster machines and the free people of Zion. The goal of both was to annihilate each other but Neo, whose name means new found a third solution, a compromise that could provide a peaceful existence to both.

I won't go into all of the themes he discusses in the essay, he has written a book on the subject but I encourage you to it check out and read detailed insight into the symbolism that can be found in the Matrix series. It is very good and very interesting if you enjoyed the trilogy.

So I use the dialectic in my writings to try and convince people that ideas they have may not be truth. I encourage questioning, self introspection, taking an alternate view of something to find out what you believe in should be something you can believe in or if they're just accepting someone else's view (a parent, friend, spouse). I don't see anything wrong with doubt, in fact I encourage it. I titled this blog sensing samsara because I wanted a theme of something that would make you think. Samsara is the trials and tribulations in life and if you can sense the truth of these challenges, recognize the common pitfalls of human behavior, you can't help but become a better person.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Humans Vs. Machines

Humans Vs. Machines

The story of man vs. machines comes from the fear of the unknown. The interesting stories are the ones that can almost be believable and writers have made a career out of scaring society with the idea of machines rising up and getting the better of us. What do most people
know about machines? They're designed purpose is to do a job that we no longer have to do and as long as it's working and serves our needs, why is it important to question how? The problem is that given enough time, no one will remember how the machine works and this is when people's fears can take over, they start imagining a race of machines enslaving us because of its abilities and we won't know how it's going to happen. It's a very understandable response.
You might say to me that you don't understand how a car runs but is there any horror fiction about cars killing people? Actually yes (Christine) but that's different although it does exploit the fear of the unknown and in this case the unknown of the spiritual world and not a mechanical evolution. People have had the experience of dealing with combustion engines in automobiles for over 100 years. If the cars haven't risen up against us by now, it's not likely they're going to. Besides what can they do? Run us over? "Whoa, whoa. You better watch what you say about my car.
She's real sensitive." People are scared of the evolution of machines, the potential they have given their abilities and not so much the current state that they are in serving us.

And what an evolution machines are having! The computer - a marvel performing calculations with lightning speed, not unlike the human brain. So not only do you have the fear of the unknown here, but a computer personified does a better job than us, smarter than us. How can we fight a superior enemy? Witnessing the rapid advancement of the machine coupled with not having the knowledge to completely understand how it works and you've got a formula for a good ol' fashioned scare fest. This is definitely a human trait. Fear is so interesting.

So computers do these amazing things, as the technology gets better and as its function improves increasing its responsibilities therefore our dependence, less will be understood about computers but who cares, it gives me information, communicates with my family, automatically orders supplies I need and lets me move my finances around without entering a bank. Computers are harmless... for now. But they're evolving and very quickly. Evolving into what? What could it become one day? Our imagination is limitless in this area. Enter the Man vs. Machine story that we can almost believe, have to believe because we don't know any better.



The unknown isn't fully to blame for fear. Extinction is the base of all fears, death to oneself or family. Wars perpetuate this feeling of danger, so do disease but that's not so rampant now adays. The baby boomer generation group was in the midst of the Cold War, Freedom vs. control, democracy vs communism, U.S. vs. U.S.S.R. There's always been something there to remind us of our mortality and although we may not consciously think of it on a daily basis, the thought that we could be wiped out in moments (using technology by the way) is always in the back of our mind therefore fear is always present. We are conditioned to fear as long as war is rampant. This isn't a political statement that war is bad, maybe it's good we always fear something, I'm just exploring the emotion here.

Image 1: The T-1000 in Terminator 2: Judgment Day
Image 2: Morpheus and Agent Smith in The Matrix
Image 3: Master Control Program (MCP) in Tron

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

President Gets Checked and Balanced

President Gets Checked and Balanced

God bless federal court judges.

SAN FRANCISCO (Reuters) - A controversial ban on late-term, or partial-birth, abortions signed into law by President Bush late last year was ruled unconstitutional on Tuesday by a judge in the first federal court decision against the law.

Right on! It's not up the government to tell people how to live their lives and it certainly isn't their place to enforce religious beliefs on its citizens. Just take our taxes and fix our highways.

Ronald Reagan once compared government to a baby. I'll take Ronnie's cue and recommend a common rule that's normally for children - Government should be seen and not heard.

Here's another one from me: You can't outlaw sin.

Et Tu Martes?

Et Tu Martes?

Three day weekend is over and today feels like Monday, in another words, it sucks.

Actually it's not that bad, I just get really busy at work at month end and having the extra day off just meant more work piled up making the Tuesday I got back a harsh Monday.

I had a good weekend though. We had the family get together with my in laws at the house. Mrs. Lock's aunts, uncles, cousins, siblings and parents in attendance. It was the fiesta theme so we grilled ka-bobs on the grill, had soft and hard tacos people could make plus everyone brought a ton of side dishes. We were in no danger of running out of food.

The Chili Pepper PiƱata was a smash hit. I think the 11th or 12th person had decapitated it. He didn't actually crack it open but since the stem part of the chili pepper broke off, we couldn't hang it back up. So we let the twins go to work on it while it was on the ground. I think their dad is considering enrolling them in anger management classes.

The weather was decent, bouts of rain which forced us inside for a little bit but we gradually immigrated back outside. They had to stop the race a couple of times too. Buddy Rice ended up winning it 50 miles short of the usual run making him winner of technically The Indy 450.

DJI 10186, NASDAQ 1983, SP5 1119
#1 Movie at the box office: Shrek 2
Last movie I saw at the theater: Kill Bill: Vol. 2
Last movie I saw not at the theater: History Of The World, Part I
Books I'm currently reading:
Plan Of Attack by Bob Woodward
Woe Is I by Patricia T. O'Conner
CDs I'm listening to:
Nothing new but almost picked up Ultimate Air Supply this week. Need to find it somewhere cheaper first.
Video games I'm playing:
Splinter Cell: Pandora Tomorrow
Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance II
Empire Earth